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Thursday, September 13, 2007
Yesterday boyfriend promise
me that he's coming to fetch
me from work, but yet he
didnt. 'Cos something corp
up at home. Well, never mind.
He came over to my place at
about 8pm. My mom left some
rice and dishes for him to eat.
He stayed overnight at my house
and at night i quarrel with him again
Damn dulan okay!
In the morning i was supposed to go
to work. Prepared myself and left
my house already, and i quarrel
with him at my house void deck.
That fucker scream and shout at
me. Damn him, i fucking hate it
when he shout at me. Stupid Babarian.
I know you didn't study much, but
didnt your mother teach you how
to talk nicely? Fuck! We both agreed
to break off. Guess its time to end
everything. Its true there's communication
breakdown between the both of us & its
hard to carry on like this. But still we
sort thing out just now & we're
trying to cool down now. I really hate myself
for loving him. He's so not worth my tears,
my love for him. If i could make a u-turn
back, i won't choose to be with him. I SWEAR!
I hate it when i say i wanna go, and he won't stop me.
I felt so unloved. I hate it when i cry and
you stood there like an idiot. He's not the
perfect boyfriend i want, but still i cling
onto him like a moron. Damnit, i am
stupid. Someone please slap me!
URGH! I am going crazy soon :(
I believe one day, one day, i will tell
him straight at his face i want a break
off, & i won't turn back anymore!
And even if he comes back to beg
for my return, i won't go back to him
anymore. I need to pray hard that i can
forget about this person asap. I think im
sick, to fall in love with this kind of
person. Someone please save me!!!
I've lost my pride, my integrity.
Sigh.
To Zhirong, be it you read this
anot, its all for you!
永遠の愛
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